Intro

As I sit back in my chair

And think of past journeys

I see conflict & disappointments among other things

There are a lot of memories there

Some good and some bad

And sometimes when I sit back

I can’t help but to be sad

Not said because I miss those days

Sad, because I was disappointed in my ways

I didn’t always think about my decisions

And it seemed as though I was headed for some sort of collision

With my bottom, so to speak

At my point when I felt the most weak

Almost to the point where I could hardly sleep

I prayed to God and asked Him to make it better

To me it seemed as though I was writing him some kind of letter

And I knew He got it, but didn’t know if He read it.

Because it seemed as though He wasn’t listening or seeing me struggle like I had been

But He knew better than me that I was not ready

All I knew though, was that the weight I carried grew heavy

Then about two months ago he came to me

He showed me that He had been there all along

He showed me that it was He who waiting on me

He said, if you want to do right, you have to see right.

I now look and see what He was saying

And it seemed that He had blessed me for all of that praying.

And He showed me…

He showed me where I want to be

Thru a dream, things I had wanted to see…

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